OI VAY! HATE IS MY PURITY. HATE GIVES ME STRENGTH. HUMAN TO HELL I CAST THEE.

Hmm.........



where did i think i could TRUST again?

>.<

ugh, fuckity fuck!


so this is what she says...
*even after her foolfuckin' ways*
I love you so much, you mean the world to me … Without you I’d be lost. You saved me from my misery , please don’t ever let me go. Happy almost birthday <3
I love you  
april 17th


AND THIS IS WHAT SHE SAYS BEFORE...

XPOSED:

(outside)










 THIS. was a very fulfilling experience, i must say. 
my *Tfriend* might be a bit off-kilter, but his help in this endeavor was most brilliant.


I really REALLY have had all nerves shot over attendance to 1 of these.
without his assistance this would have never become a reality.


when we first got in there was a small room & the attendance fee of $20. and you get the glo- handstamp.



  Upon walking in there was so much a daze with all the lights and naked.
There on the center stage was the 1st dancer.
Fully tatt body, not too bad looking but we grabbed some high stools against the wall. I was very awkward and not knowing how to handle myself. The dancer was capable of nice movements on the pole (alot werent)

The only problem was she was TOTALLY flat. Later Joe thought she might have been a man at 1 point LOL
There is the reason he never picked her as the looker. To start off Joe took a wander to the bar to pick up his drink.


I sat there still out of place till a nice looking brunette approached me saying
"You look thrilled to be here."
(ha, yea she saw right through me)
 As the night went on she proved to be the most friendly and helped me especially get ok with the environment.
 
Eventually my bud got up and threw some bills on the dance walk, with a smirk on his face.


(ACTUALLY NOW THAT I RECALL, MY 1st STRIP CLUB WAS FOR A BUTCHER BABIES PERFORMANCE) 
*no nude tho* This 1 was much better than that. The environment and all.

Within time it seemed a lil difficult to find comfort so some 45 mins later we got front seats in plush couch seats.

Time went on and on AND on.......




Then came the peer pressure! >.<
My co-hort was saying if i didn't go up to the dance walk floor and throw some bills he would never go with me again.

 
I was cursing at him and saying how much of a jerk he was, but all in good fun.

Nerves going crazy..
I kept waiting and waiting till i found the right type of woman.
An attractive blonde with a bangin' bod.

I grabbed my wads of $1s and moved up to the chair by the dance-walk


The gal caught my eye and started crawling over to me... (ignoring the 2 cholos that had been there)

 My heart was beating fast. She made her sexual moves in front of me, i threw a bill. Pushed it in further *like an idiot*
When the next bill came up she moved on me!!

Put her fresh tits right on mah fuckin face! lol
It was beyond wild. I turned my face to the side cuz i was so shocked.

Next, she told me to move my arm and she literally PUT HER LEGS OVER MY SHOULDERS AND PUT HER CUNT IN MAH FACE.

her coochie, Gstring or whatever smelt so fuckin good. omg.

 I threw some more bills on the table. I almost threw my $10s i had no idea.

My bud came up and threw down a wad cuz of how excited he was.

AND JEALOUS.

he thought it was so amazing she did all that for me. I must agree, it was beyond the best.

So once i got back to my seat, much more time went by till he started pressuring me again but harder.

I had to get a lap dance. I did want 1 but ORIGINALLY, i was very ok with just being there and not really interacting.

Soo he was all
"They;re playing the last song! Dang, its over"

haha i freaked. I went up to the gal i wanted, she then led me to the back where all sorts of wonder came forth.

 Blonde with pink highlights and some tatts. I couldn't remember her name, but when she had her top off she did her erotic deal within my cubicle area.


She moved herself all over me, our eyes met up nose to nose, i grabbed onto her shoulders, her ass movin my hands all over her sweet soft bod.

I massaged her, grabbed her hips, she chewed on my ear, chewed on my pants crotch, rode on my lap, and eventually moved my hand to her tit. I grabbed onto both her tits really nice and well. So soft and it was all very swankygreat.



Man, watta night. 
It lasted QUITE a long time it seemed.


I didn't pay her enough but it all went fine.
To finish the night my Tallest friend got his lap dance with the friendly brunette *also a porn star* and once we exited we hit up a Dennys to finish off the awesome of the MONDAY.




WILDEST MONDAY EVER.
I finally had an ok monday. DAMN.