yea, ok

So this was 2012 hitting an end.

not..too pleasing.

if (anything) a little fucked the HELL up.


My original thought plan was to have some bonding with a nice restaurant *my fave 1*,

bit of ice skating, playing with Saffie, cuddling up ina sleeping bag in a pretty locale, while we snuggled and watched humans while fireworks shot off...



Instead---


we sat around at her place for a long while with Jenny posting instagrams, texting and whatnot jargon. This led on for a good while till eventually we did some hair/makeup readying *which was fine*
and then we set off for Dreamworld Comics. Fine so far actually till the texts continued..

She was so set on getting a meet-up with 1 of her male friends.
(i was not so keen on it, at all)
She really wanted to introduce me to someone but I thought it was bad timing.
Her mind was right, but the moods were quite off till soon enough 1 of her 'friends' met with us and then the AWKWARD took hold.


Then..this guy wanted to take her in his bedroom so she could help him pick out clothes for his New Years party... -__-


BULL-FUCKIN-SHIT.

it was totally not right. She wanted to set me outside in a strangers pad while she gets man-handled and i am supposed to sit there like a doofus playing Sonic Jump.


I AM NOT A FUCKIN MORON. NOT EVEN SONIC CAN STOP THE SCHEME OF THIS SCENE.

i start pacing around trying to calm my thoughts and distract myself till i can burst in on the 2 of them fucking, So i can then book it the fuck outta there. Jenny will be tearing to fuck and i get my life on with no skin off my nose.



I HAVE NEVER BEEN TAKING FOR A SAP BEFORE. I CANT REMEMBER WHEN IVE BEEN THIS PISSED.
 anyways she eventually comes out and whispers that he tried to kiss her and there was some pushing around and my steam is...over the top.


anyways the night rolls on...
frustration and idiocy till we get back to her house..then time wasting till 2013.
no reason to connect or look at her.

no bonding. I knew she was wrong. she was dead wrong.
I deliver a death kiss and i can disappear forever. End of story.
Another heart broken gal and i remain a fuckin fire dweller of dark animosity...


Happy 2013, indeed.