BIRTHDAYYYYY

woops, its not mine ;)



but MISS CASEY's.


ooh la-la, well i made the 1st attempt at wishes! in person.


kudos to 8 years with this besty friend thru good & bad---

*bad--->understatement*


i let out...a low but audible blow of gas barrage from my anus....and then she complimented...
10 seconds later, with her own EQUAL fart.

that's how true friendship should be! lmao.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY MY FEM BUDD.

here's to more years.


i cheer it with my pop open of a MONSTER can!

Had some Krispy Kreme, watched COMMUNITY, and let them play League of Legends. MORE TO COME....
ITS ONLY 1:20 AM





(side note---my own birthdays spent unwisely with wrong persons)
danna-medieval times 2011, joe,devon,-medieval times 2012, joe/lukas-sea world 2013
(Lukas not the bad 1)

the true...JSALLY

Jennifer Ross

I looked to you like a savior. I loved you. Intensely. Sweetly. Whole heartedly. I take no offense. I know my origins are twisted and sick.

DAMN it ALL

OK so JENNA let me down.


the fucking bitch cheated on me.
OHHHH YESSS.


life goes down once again.


 to have a girl avoid wishing me a happy thanksgiving and avoiding my sadness.....

cuz she was with another guy on/off for several months.
(during her time with him, she even texted me saying
 'wtf go away' 'i will block you if you dont stop texting me'
NO GF WOULD SAY THAT.
I DONT CARE HOW MAD SHE MAY BE.....

SELFISH FUCKING CUNT. SHE THOUGHT SHE DIDNT NEED ME!! DAMN DAMN DAMN.


FUCKING DONT GET IT, I REALLY DONT.


such love is wasted, as usual. why the fuck do i bother.
BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN A HIGHER CONCEPT.


GOSH DAMNIT.

soooo, she urges to make it work.
i just dont know. Trust is an impossible concept.

BETRAYED. I AM SO UTTERLY BROKEN.

2 CeLEBS

they are easy to come by.



AND SOME DAY AGO..
i saw.... 

a tall, full haired, rather toned built man. 

NO, this is not my gay disclosure.


i just notice good men from lame ones. AND...on a more notable realization..90% of men i see wear hats! or beanies.

But this post is focused on TWO celebs, not men and their weak appearances.

a Man & a Woman.


The Man was....
KEVIN SORBO!

the hercules guy. ha.


the next one was MUCH more exciting.

I was asked a random question and I was having no idea what she meant...but rather i was having trouble holding back my laughs/smiles of glee.


She was blonde, pleasant, a nice face and rather comforting.


This woman was...
 Kerri Kenney-Silver!

Deputy Trudy Wiegel on Comedy Centrals Reno 911

(her on the left)
and more recently 
Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia!


super awesome. i just wanted to spout her out but i didnt want to make her uncomfortable lol

gooooood stuff :)

...it's happening

HOLY FUCKPASTEEEE!!!


after all this time. 

around the hours of 1-4 am FRIDAY DEC, 6 2013

Jennifer Ross.
"Jensie" has finally allowed myself a chance at some comradery. Do i dare to accept a connect?


I WILL. but...i can't be foolish around this time.

ONLY A FRIEND.
THE. friend.


*HYPERVENTILATING*

this actually matters to me!
i am such a fucking pyschotic mensa. 
she cared about me and HELPED me...and actualy 'loved' me. IKR.
i..just let her down.
and...she yelled at me a bit till the disappearance.


WAAAAAAAAIT, i did see her at a bookstore. SHE ACCUSED ME OF TRYING TO KISS HER!


what total bullshit. UGH!!
 
so prognosis. I may be semi-happy at this option of her friendship return,  but tread careful.
maybe...it's just a seeking of attention. or EVEN...
BOREDOM >. >


fuck!!
FUCK FUCKIN FUCK FUCK.  


i hate being so alone and frustrated lately. I have friends like Lukas & Jason which are adequate..but i still feel empty.

(Mainly cuz my "partner" is a foolish pain.)

and...all these people who owe me money and girls who lie to me.
ugh.

BACK TO THE SUBJECT.
jennifer wants to be a friend. damn, i sound sick in the head. IT'S ONLY A REQUEST.

then later i can acquire a number.

FOCUS ON JENNA. SHE's the woman to yourself.
and hasn't let you down dramatically like the others...

I enjoy my CASEY tho. I've been through more with her than any human thought possible.
Gah, that woman is such a funky goof. She's like my shadow.
it's pretty sweet.
:)