...it's happening

HOLY FUCKPASTEEEE!!!


after all this time. 

around the hours of 1-4 am FRIDAY DEC, 6 2013

Jennifer Ross.
"Jensie" has finally allowed myself a chance at some comradery. Do i dare to accept a connect?


I WILL. but...i can't be foolish around this time.

ONLY A FRIEND.
THE. friend.


*HYPERVENTILATING*

this actually matters to me!
i am such a fucking pyschotic mensa. 
she cared about me and HELPED me...and actualy 'loved' me. IKR.
i..just let her down.
and...she yelled at me a bit till the disappearance.


WAAAAAAAAIT, i did see her at a bookstore. SHE ACCUSED ME OF TRYING TO KISS HER!


what total bullshit. UGH!!
 
so prognosis. I may be semi-happy at this option of her friendship return,  but tread careful.
maybe...it's just a seeking of attention. or EVEN...
BOREDOM >. >


fuck!!
FUCK FUCKIN FUCK FUCK.  


i hate being so alone and frustrated lately. I have friends like Lukas & Jason which are adequate..but i still feel empty.

(Mainly cuz my "partner" is a foolish pain.)

and...all these people who owe me money and girls who lie to me.
ugh.

BACK TO THE SUBJECT.
jennifer wants to be a friend. damn, i sound sick in the head. IT'S ONLY A REQUEST.

then later i can acquire a number.

FOCUS ON JENNA. SHE's the woman to yourself.
and hasn't let you down dramatically like the others...

I enjoy my CASEY tho. I've been through more with her than any human thought possible.
Gah, that woman is such a funky goof. She's like my shadow.
it's pretty sweet.
:)