for a special gal i know.
wish upon wishes. boy, am i... korny.
(listening to my band alot lately)
28th yr
& the 1st for us as a pair.
(:
i do have a pretty high sincerity she really loves me. It also perplexes me i have a girlfriend not within my direct line of contact. we do communicate well and she seems to have allowed a more connectable side of herself. *sigh, i really deserve a good partner after everything i have been thru. If she was in this zone of the world i really think i could show 1 and all my gf is great and you should all back the fuck off and shut your fucking minds down to thinking anything of me. She's connected to my soul and you won't have her. All these girls who tease or think they can try to get me will finally realize there is no pt. Jenna is here to stay & she may be near to a level of madness you wouldn't understand like unto myself..
On another note, today I actually dealt with something new. I covered the entire 'Lifestyles' zone of BB. Closets section comprising of cleaning supply, candles, frames, pet stuff, wine glass/dishware, and even furniture/lamps! I learned to finally use the computers. It should be embedded in my brain now. After all the time i spent in HBC trying to 'fit in' and I never truly got it. I felt pretty proud of it and it couldnt have happened on any other day than Jenna's birthday!
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